nostalgia

Nostalgia for me is sunshine and the smell of cut grass.  It's the feeling of the last day of school approaching and the days getting longer.  It's that joy you feel when you're with your friends on a wonderful day and you feel like you could explode from how happy you are in that moment.  It's the memory of hugs and the memory of looking at the sunset.  It's hoping to god that you and them can stay friends forever because you can't imagine being with anyone else.  It's fireworks, and tan lines, and staying up till three watching netflix.  It's red and gold and blue and green.  Nostalgia hurts.  Sometimes I get on the track of thinking about what happened in the past and have to remind myself that good memories will continue to come, and that it's okay that things have changed.